No clue what happened. Has happened before. The last time I asked for help from Wordpress, I got yelled at and then MT miraculously restored everything.

I think I’m going over to tumblr.

Thank you. Thank you for proving me wrong. Thank you for going all out. Thank you for voting.

It’s been a while since I’ve swelled with pride of being a Malaysian. Thank you, thank you all.

It’s time for change.

Maybe someday, I will return.

Love,
Esther

I knew my knife was blunt but I had sharpen it the day before so I decided to push my luck.

The knife was pretty sharp. Sharp enough to slice my finger. At least I was right after all.

All the whining and complaining has finally come to an end. Well, close to an end. I’m amazed at the amount of work I’ve done this term. It has been incredibly intense and insane. I am doing well in all my classes except for Abnormal Psychology. It is so damn hard. It’s so unmotivating when you work your ass off and it has not paid off. In fact, it is exhausting.

On somedays, I feel like I’ve made a terrible choice in choosing Psychology as my major. But the fact is, I love Psychology, I love what I do when I work with children but Knox is just kicking my ass. Speaking to a friend who is in Pittsburgh State University, apparently the Psychology department is as easy as ABC. Greeeeat.

Anyway, it has been an emotionally challenging week due to some circumstances but I am thankful for some people in my life. Without them, I’d get no where. Thank you.

I’m going to Austin, TX next week for SXSW. Are you?

*strokes her gently*

I’ve been guzzling green tea all week due to my terrible sore throat. I’m slowly losing the battle as I feel miserable and cranky. I have a slight fever and now, a cough. Hanging out with some friends who have Mono and Streps probably didn’t do me any good either.

My term has been so incredibly demanding but wonderfully rewarding. I go to work on Sundays, Mondays and Fridays. I go to classes on Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. I go to court on Mondays and Wednesdays. I go for group therapy on Tuesdays. I get trained on Thursdays. I’m on the Union Board (board of students who organizes most of the major events on campus) so I have meetings on Mondays and events during the weekends.

I also currently have 2 fund raising events coming up, and too many hardcore projects due: behavioral modification project, another mock therapy session (videotaped, transcripted, analyzed), diagnostic assignments on Vincent Van Gogh and Adolf Hitler, a presentation on sexual sadism, another on art therapy, analysis on 2 different methods of therapy and weekly journals.

I am exhausted.